Breast Cancer

My kid is playing nearby

and he stuns me,

how he chooses my right breast

and sucks my age

till it swells.

I try to surprise him

with my left

but he squeezes the nipple

with his hands

and doesn’t drink from it.

My child

turns a thousand meanings

in my nipple.

Why is he afraid of the left?

What is it that terrifies him?